The Real Story of my life and Why it’s Shifted!

Why I do what I do!

There’s reasons behind me making this online presence! Many reasons actually!

I’m not trying to be better than any one or anything else.

Meaning my guitar channel isn’t designed to be better than anyone else’s channel, as there’s sooo many great guitar channels I really look up to on YouTube!

So much they’ve inspired me to start my own!

I will never try ONE up another channel .

I’m thinking these days about trying to figure out a way to collaborate with other channels.

This way we can be stronger as a unity of guitar channels instead of being strictly on our own!

I’m going to figure this out and it will help all of us!

The reason I got on this kick is Due to my SPECIAL NEEDS SON!

It’s my boy who woke me up to this!

We will call him Mc Fedres,!

Mc Fedres and I started a YouTube channel which is basically a Vlog.

Being that he is totally different from you and I due to his disability’s. He has Cerebral Palsy’, Cortical Vision Impairment, Seizure Disorder and Motor Skills are Delayed.

As for his vision they have him categorized as legally blind but he can see an iPad if it’s up close in his face.

The screen needs to be basically touching his nose then he can somehow see what’s happening.

As for his memory and learning he’s different than you and I.

Meaning he doesn’t fathom the reality of Money or Time! Or planning ahead in the future.

He truly lives in the moment which he’s teaching me about!!!

He will not Drive nor work to build or gain money in his life how you and I can choose which path we want to build our life.

He can’t comprehend all that! He’s good with that, as he lives in the moment!

So I have shifted my whole mindset and looked inward to become the best version of myself to fix me-so I can in return help him in life.

As he wasn’t given the conscious power to think how I am rite now!

But yet the universe did set him up in the manner he’s got me to think like that and think for him!

Funny how things truly manifest and work out!

He has taught me that it’s ok to question our selves and our mission in life.

And it’s ok to wonder if we are being true with ourselves and what our purpose is!

Mc Fedres has taught me that We must look Inwardz–(like my song) if we are trying to find the best version of ourselves.

By doing so you’ll get your answers to your questions if you pay attention and listen.

So there’s a bit of why this shift in my life is taking place.

Our YouTube channels- yes 2 channels.

Mc Fedres has his own channel,

And I have my own guitar channel on YouTube!

Before I share our channels with you, I’d like you know how they came to be.

I use to work at Grand Sierra Resort-GSR. It’ is a huge casino in Reno, Nevada

There’s an arcade in the the hotel for everyone to enjoy, it’s nice!

But they use to have this game called Squirt A Gator!

So we would regularly go there after work and on my days off to play this game and he would love me to film it on his IPAD.

And then he loved watching the videos we would make all the time.

Then I noticed he would watch similar vids on YouTube kids.

So he watched other kids play the same game he totally loves playing.

So he was subconsciously mimicking the videos he was watching.

He would say stand here and film me play this game. He doesn’t speak quite like you and I do, so in his own way he would have me do those things or movements. So I would.

Then later I put all the pieces together in my head.

As became the normal thing to film him playing his passion it taught us that we could possibly make our own YouTube videos.

Then we started his channel.

-Una-Vibe-Nation- Which I’ll put the link. Since that’s his passion in life filming his video games from home or going somewhere I do all the filming and editing, and he usually has the idea for the thumbnail and title he wants.

It’s become a passion for us to do this!

It’s put me and him on the same page in life, and it’s helping fix me from the inside out!!!

So Below I will put links to both YouTube channels.

Mc Fedres channel: -Una-Vibe-Nation-

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQoEIpXdwagezjJZPiTNKAw

So my channel is geared towards my passion which is guitar playing.

Which you already know this if your on this webpage.

My YouTube channel: guitarreallm0515

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCESPjZ_bE84r-5HzO8kWX6Q

So the next thing I’m going to do for my son is put all his YouTube videos that we make on my website.

I payed good money to learn how to stumble thru making this webpage.

I’m not saying it’s good or I’m good at stumbling thru making a webpage.

All I’m saying is my boy Mc Fedres can see enough that he can watch a video if the screen is up in his face!

So we are new to all this website stuff and making thumbnails.

But we are figuring ourselves out and having a blast doing it!!

Hopefully I Gabe, or Mc Fedres has inspired you to do something outside of you comfort zone!

I use to think I’m shy and I don’t like seeing myself on video or I stutter to much, but hey we all have things we are insecure about.

Let me tell you that Looking Inwardz(my Song) and reshaping yourself, you will get over those insecurities.

That’s part of self awareness and becoming the best version of yourself.

There will always be haters! But don’t waste you time or worry’s about them!

They will hate everybody and everything you do, everything say and everything you stand for because they themselves haven’t Looked Inwardz.

So haters hate because they truly hate themselves! They won’t admit that but it’s true!

Other than this post that word hate doesn’t exist in my mind or vocabulary.

Let me say this”You are what you say You are. You will be What You say You will be.”

So in knowing that you’d better be very aware of what you say and think.

You have about 75 thousand thoughts that go thru- your mind every day.

If you start to be aware of your thoughts and emotions then you’ll become more in control of your reality from day to day.

But it starts with you!

None of us are perfect in the eyes of the universe, but we can help each other and ourselves in our quest to become the best version of ourselves.

Believing in yourself is 🔑 Key! Forgiving yourself is 🔑key! Trusting yourself is 🔑key! Taking Action is 🔑key

In my journey that I learn about myself daily, I can tell you this.

If your seeking to change yourself or something or become this certain vision in your head, you must not forget, be great full for what you have and realize that the best version of yourself does exist.

You can create or change your current reality as we speak.

You must find happiness inside yourself everyday. Then on your journey to becoming the best version of yourself wont be miserable until you get there!

Here the deal let’s make something up.

You are here-now and your a certain way about yourself and your situation isn’t making you happy.

But you want to really be a different way and in a better situation.

So being aware is the first step.🔑. Even if you’re not feeling happy or healthy you need to tell yourself that you are. What will happen is your teaching yourself to be great full and happy at times, even if things aren’t quite going that way. You must start re-training your mind!

What that is doing is reprogramming your mind that you are happy and things are changing that way you want them to, and you being in control of your thoughts like that is actually creating that reality around you, in the form of energy which are thoughts!

If you change your thoughts which are energy, then when you put that energy/thought in the universe all day everyday, it has no choice but to manifest!

I will add more at a later date.

One more thing-

remember these words!!!

“YOUR OBSESSIONS- BECOME YOUR POSSESSIONS!!”

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