Confused

Wondering things can be a confused state of mind for me sometimes.

Due to not understanding why the things that are taking place are even happing in the first place.

I’ve had some some things take place tat I can’t understand, but I know how it affected me. The one good thing is I’ve learned that me and my boy, really enjoy making our little YouTube videos.

Both channels were started about the same time. I knew he’d love his but I wasn’t sure about mine?

Then after a few short months I started seeing the results becoming more and more FUN!!!

Then I had to take this job for a bit to help out matters but it’ was graveyard. Then I had no time to be with my boy who’s special needs and we also couldn’t do our favorite thing together, our YouTube channels.

Being he’s special needs he doesn’t quite understand why I had to take a graveyard job. Then he’s wondering why we are not making our vids anymore. It’s like our lives and fun just stopped!!!

So I actually tried to quit but the place of employment was nice enough to ask if I’d like a swing shift job. Which is munch better than graveyard.

Once this new shift starts will shall see if it’s going to allow us to be together.

I really want to learn how to start an online business that generates income so I’m not having to leave him.

It really bothers me that it’s like this.

But for now I must at least give it a shoot to see if it will help out or only make us more miserable 😩